UIR

Gee! mkhandam? narahatam? ya shayad sokoot mikonam! hame chiz ye joor tof e sar baalaast, tamam e in modat hame chiz kheili kasif khodesho neshoon dad kheili kasif...dirooz vaghti behem goft kar anjam shod nemidoonestam bayad khosh hal basham az inke tamoom shod va nemitoonan hich gohi bokhoran ya narahat ke aslan chera bayad khosh hal basham? vaghti too chenin lajani zendegi mikonam ke nazdiktarin kas haye adam kamine shenas name'ei mikhan gohe ziadi bokhoran...vaghti oon rooz e jahanami az khab bidar shodam vaghti oon telephone lanati zang zad vaghti dobare zang zad va bad posht e oon mashin e khakestari neshastam, vaghti mesle ahmagha too jamshidie o kolak chal midavidam, vaghti sedaha, harfha, zang e mobile hamashoon mesle potk too saram mikhord hich vaght fekresho nemikardam too tamam e oon lahzeha ke chi gharare beshe ke az ye taraf ye mosht avazi bekhan hameye zendegito be goh bekeshan be hichi e in zendegi sagit cheshm dashte bashan o barat ashk temsah berizan va az taraf e dige adamaee ke fekr mikardi nazdiktarinand behet inghadr rahat velet konan beran donbal e khod khahihashoon va bad hata be rooye khodeshoon ham nayaran har 2, 3 mahi ye bar haleto beporsano fek konan che mojoodat e khoobi hastan, vaghti ke vakonesh man ro mibinan khosh hal beshan began be jahanam va engar ta hala be zoor ye rabateye ahmaghane ro ba janfeshani hefz karde boodand, majboor boodan formalite ye kari bokonan va alan az ada dar avordan raha shodan dige ba khial e rahat miran donbal e zendgishoono kamelan faramooshet mikonan kamelan va badtar az hame fekr nemikardam bayad ye roozi ba hamin adama dobare basham, bahashoon sohbat konam, bekhandam va jeloshoon naghsh bazi konam ke albate bazigare khoobi nistam ke albate faramoosh kardano balad nistam...doost!!! che vajeye maskhare'ei...dirooz vaghti maman zang zad, goft tamoom shod hame chiz dobare az jelo cheshmam gozasht hame chiz, hameye harfa, raftarha, khandidana va gerye kardanaye adama , aval khandam gereft va bad faghat mikhastam nime shab beshe bekhabam ye khab e amigh e hamishegi! sanginam be shedat sangin!

hamishe badtarin chiza ro baray e khodam pish bini mikardam va migoftam "khob dige az in badtar nakhahad shod" va too in 21 maah hamishe badtar shod hamishe, gooya man hamishe khosh binane pish bini mikonam...

cheshmato beband azizam, mishnavi sedaye madarete, oonam hayoola shod...aslan mohem nist azizam bekhab, rahat bekhab, farda mirim donut mikhorim!